Charissa's

love ya!

2011-02-16T23:57:00.003+08:00

FINALLY updating my blog aft like 2-3 months!

its been a blast last few months and i've been through shits

and lots of ups and down in 2010.

2011 would be a super busy year as i would be juggling my studies

and cca and lots of other stuffs.

really hope i can find the strength and wisdom :D

i thought if deleting this blog, but its been w me for 4 years alr.

cant bear too. HAHA. bet no one ever comes.

like just look at the tag board.

i dont even have time to check my nuffnang.

ok anw, v day just past! and in a blink of an eye,

we're alr in the mid of feb.

everyday just managed to pass like that,

i dk how i managed my day too but it feels like the world

is increasing its speed of walking and im unable to catch up.

okay i think im just crapping.

just listened worship songs and im so inspired

and excited!

hope to save so much more souls and hope

to have a really efficient community! :DDD

(L)(L)(L) okay gtg do my homeworks :/

seeya all maybe in a few months time ?

HAHA i'll see how :D

Awesome chalet awesome 2E6'10!!

2010-11-14T11:40:00.000+08:00

2/6 2010 CHALET - AWESOME :D
It's too awesome for me to say it, hahaha no luh ok I'm being lazy.
Love it, hope we'll have somemore outings!! :P
Once a 2/6 forever a 2/6.

Ohh and I'm in the same class as Yuting Yanyi Zhixuan wanting!! (L) looking forward, hope I can cope w POA! yoo-hoo.

Oh and yes. I've received some bad news from overseas..
Thnks for those who prayed for me, (L) appreciated. :D
Shall blog about chalet some other day.
~Toodles!~

like a g6 like a g6

2010-11-08T23:17:00.002+08:00

woah its been 1 month since ive touch this space.
totally neglected.
hahs, anw im back! i shall try to keep it alive for as long as i can :D
today will be the last day 2/6 will be together.
sad, but im really excited to know who will be in the same class as me ! :P
oh ive still less than25 hours to pack for my chalet~! pffft, hate packing for such things );
can i pack it tmrw ? D:

ohh i havent blogged about my results!
happy and contented w it though it wasnt very good for most of you,
but since sec 1, ive made dramatic improvements, and to me this is enough.
i will work harder next year and try to get my goal :D
for my combi, ive choosen POA as my first chioce.
though many have encouraged me to take double science,
i think im still not up to it and might fail if i really got in that class.
hope POA+amaths will be managable for me!

this coming holidays are for me to seriously enjoy,
cause aft this break, i'll have no more free breaks as i would need to
prep for my 'o's! ok i know i think too far.
but, its the fact.
i really want to do well :D
okay i shall blog aft chalet! :DDD
seeya folks!

Quotes

2010-10-09T01:24:00.002+08:00

3 PAPERS DOWN! 4 TO GO!
FAST.

" Once upon a time i was falling in love, now im only falling apart. "
" sometimes when i think about the past, i fall apart inside. "

i'll be back soon to clear this mess!
and blog every single day .
anw just wondering who are the ones coming to my blog.
please tag too! and jiayou for remaining exam paper !

oh on a happier note, I CANT WAIT TO SHOP!
OMG excited, havent been shopping for a very very very super long time.
school is really drowning me w projects tests and now finally EOY.@!
aft 141010, I'LL BE FREE LIKE A BIRD.
ok whatever, i need to get some rest now ! 2 alrdy!
tmrw still waking up early ._. ohwzman! nvm.

## tmrw morning, oh no i mean ltr in the morning going jogging with
cristine,eugenia,yuyi and zhengkai! WOOHOO.

Final lap.

2010-09-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

Woah blog's dead again. Guess everyone's busy studying and preparing for the upcoming exams. HEY it's streaming year and I've still lots to revise, like almost all :/ sadly to say, only one week left.. Means I will leave this space here for awhile!!

- really don't know if I should cut bangs or not! Really bored w current hairstyle! D:

Kite festival!

2010-09-19T20:25:00.000+08:00

FIRSTLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHUYI AND MICHELLE!

Ok I haven't been updating my blog for 18473836483737 days.

Ytd was a Saturday!! Morning had tuition and thn headed to lot for unit meeting. Unfamiliar faces :/ attended combined service and was touched!
Went to meet family aft service and dad drove us to marina bay. Kite festival!! Walked to marina bay sands walk walk.. Thn continue walk to marina square! Walked for half an hour! Tired but worth it (; ate sakae sushi for dinner(; yum yum!
Hsh and slept straight away!

Specially took this photo for jas!

Love this heart kite !

In MBS!

Helix bridge!

Halfway through it!

Dinner @ sakae(;

:D byebyebye.

notebook!!

2010-09-04T23:23:00.001+08:00

Its the start of sept holidays.
today morning woke up, had tuition at 9 till 11.
thn dad fetched me to nexus.
thank the people who prayed for my grandpa :D
went to find mom aft service and walked ard OG till leg damn pain,
thn find dad as he came to pick us up at ard 4+
mum took over the car and my dad and I headed to IT fair. it was hell lot crowded,as expected.
went to take a look at a few different brands like toshiba,acer etc.
and had one notebook in mind alr, until i came across sumsung and saw this pink chio one.
LOL.
just the one that i needed, small and light .
dad made the purchase and thn headed for lucky spin .
it was crazy, queue so long, coz its a sure win lucky spin, thn in the end,
we got a $2 mr bean voucher -.-
what can be worse than this man, ok but better thn nth.
trained back to cck, crowded.
hsh @ 10 .

i love my dad! thankyou :P

TIRED .

2010-08-28T19:16:00.002+08:00

thinking of closing my blog soon as no one ever visits it.
and to my readers, thank you for even thinking of passing by,
even though i'll not post for weeks or so.
i'll update photos ltr.
anw i've been wanting to get a laptop for myself and finally the IT fair is coming!
update more ltr, gonna have my dinner first .

BOOOOOOO

2010-08-16T22:18:00.003+08:00

FINALLY UPDATING BLOG.
WTH MAN, VERY TIRED THESE FEW DAYS.

TESTS.PROJECTS.CCA.

tests up this week, projects to be done :(
SIANZXC.

CANT WAIT FOR END OF YEAR HOLIDAYS! hehhe,
think too far alr .
Anw these few days really got no time except revision,
but i cannot concentrate, damn effing D:

i must concentrate on studies and CCA!!
HAI.
I LAZY PUT PICTURES LUH.. although i really want to.
OMFG A HUMONGOUS FLYING COCKROACH JUST FLEW INTO MY HSE.
OK GONE.

LOL. no mood to study ..
Random pic...

The effect is so nicezxc, love toy camera! <3

ok its friday alr, in a blink of eye.
wanted to post the above post but i thought i did but actually i didn't =.=
shall just leave it there anwz.
ccac meeting tmrw, dk if i shd go for meeting or my face check up.
SIAN, STILL NEED WAKE UP EARLY.
NOW ALMOST EVERY WEEK ALSO MEETING.
thought 1 month only 1 time . now like 2 weeks one time.

and sch's sucha budget one that even toilet papers also can run out .
WTH.
AND also so stupid to have almost put humanities tests tgt. -.-
so tired nao, iiiiiiiiii want to sleep and never get up.....
i wanna do online shopping but need save up more first :( damn depress to have no money .
aiya i go watch show alr la
baizxcvbnm

Sick little games.

2010-08-01T18:05:00.001+08:00

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEEFF :D

Wrote what I want to say on the card ;)
Had lunch w wanting, gf, Mich at koufu. Thn home to change and went to meet gf at 3 and went to kbox :> went dancing and camwhoring like some crazy peeps. Slacked w her aft that from 7-8 went roofgarden and walked around lot, thn home w sist.
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Church thn lunch at douby ghaut. Bused home and prepare for training. Met Fion and Yuyi at cck at 6.30 and train to bucket batok, met coach and fetched us to nus. Gossipped so much w them :) trained till 9+ thn had dinner/supper at 302 w them. Clarissa joined ltr. Ate at 10.30 thn homed at ard 11.15. Slacked awhile thn slept! :>
IM GNA GO FOR FOP NEXT YEAR , missed this year's);
Sorry Yuyi );

I'm a happy girl! Not period though .
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Woke up in an aircon room, coz it rained, damn shiok, had tuition at 2 and almost slept, hell tired .
Watched some videos on YouTube . Now gonna do english essay -.- lame sia. Got lots of projects on hand!! Damn it .

Plz don't be sucha playboy/two timer. You might think no one know but you're wrong, I knew it:> I forgive, but don't forget.

Purple!+sweeet!=double loves!!(;

!@#$%^&

2010-07-28T22:05:00.001+08:00

BOOO IM SO BUSY THESE FEW DAYS.
WILL BE UPDATING MY BLOG EITHER THOS WEEK OR NEXT WEEK.
FML, I HATE HUMANITIES.

HML .
\BAI.

SWEET.

2010-07-24T19:19:00.001+08:00

23/7/10
Had sch as per normal, got bk bio result, did good but lower thn average ba. Alot got A.. Gf must cheer upz (;
Anws after sch had Chinese cultural thingy.. Boring luh, made a mask and had clay making? I dk, whatever .. This is what we made..

Lame much. Headed home after that and comp-ed!! Felt like ages since I touched the comp for more thn 2 hrs.. Watched the last ep of ps man. So happy that is ending is what I wanted.. But the story line v draggy..
Xyz nicest of all !!!:>

24/7/10
Woke up had breakfast which dad brought for me.
Bathed and dad fetched me to church. Aft service had west meeting? Thn had lunch and had unit FF. went to Clarke quay, central. Refilled and brought more sticky! (; it was so bloody crowded !! Grrr, ok just reached home, and I'm go full!! I srsly need to start on maths project soon);

Nicest handmade sweets :>
Only @ Clarke quay, Central!!

Anw on a random note: found these on my table. Dk what's it but so cute!

Sticky! HAHHAH. I scared I will got tooth decay.. Or diabetes? TOUCH WOOD .

Lame post. Whatever.

2010-07-22T22:26:00.001+08:00

FINALLY TESTS ARE OVER. it felt like end of psle, I dk why.
Ok my blog alot webs alr.. And sorry if I did not reply your tags:/ coz I'm using my phone to blog .. Anw, I WANT TO GET MY STICKY! okok this sat, so anyone who wanna ask me help them buy must pass me money by tmr(;

Now tests results.
Happy w Chinese as it has been ages since I scored an A ! isit the paper easy or isit I got study? HAHHA. ok ... But from fail to A is really amazing lor. So happy. Pray that I don't fail history can alr..
Sigh, and my hair sucks full time :s just so idiot only. I long time never sleep 'peacefully' and early so today's the day. Gna sleep whn I finish this post..

Went to katong and katong park today for learning journey.
Love the nonya place whr we get to eat the dumpling which was damn awesome. Thn got alot talking my nothing went into my head. Next headed to 328 katong laksa for laksa of coz, and it was also v nice (; LOL thn walk to one Hindu temple? Thn went on bus and go to katong park dk do what luh, waste time. Luckily still got food eat if not waste my time.

Oh today took height and weight and I've grown ! Happy again!
Happy girl today (; ok except for some parts:/ anw I left my ezlink card w gf and need to talk bus and my wallet like so pathetic :$ LOL , tmr still got cultural thing , waste time again =.= today post v de random and lame . Ok
BYE
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I.MISS.MALAYSIAAAA T.T

I suddenly want to eat this! RAWL..

Sick.sick.

2010-07-15T07:40:00.000+08:00

Gave sch a miss today as I was sick. I alr prepare finish , thn last min suddenly almost vomit so decided to stay at home. Now my house only left 2 strong person never sick . Sigh.
Being sick is just v sad one lor. Keep on feel like vomitting but nth came out . Xingku sia.
Dad on mc too. Ltr might go see doc.
Today got summary test, wonder if it's hard or not .

2010-07-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

I look like one retarded girl! (w couzie!)

BANGZ.

Over over overdue pics to keep my blog aliveeeeee (; HAHHA, see my BANGZ. LOL.
I look retarded );

Opps! It's been one week since I blogged and I guess no one have been coming to my blog since I dk how long..
I'm down w flu and sorethroat . Cough and fever otw alr LOL,. flu sucks big time. Makes my eyes feels tired and sleepy..
Abt sch,
It's been sucha long day today, wed. As usual all 7 teachers came and pile us w homeworks.. Went home early today and managed to complete most of it. Dk if I shd go for training tmr or not .. I shd rest though . I want to eat kfccccc but I got stewpid sorethroat! )';

2010-07-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

Ok yes I'm back , blogging! When was it since I last blogged? *opps!*
Ok short update .
School has started and it's alr the second week. (ohh plz like so fast only!) when there's work to do and sch and cca to attend, time practically fly past.
Ok back to topic.
Since school reopen, lots of things have been keeping me busy.
1) cca, 2-3times every week
2) lost of books. Lost like 5 books and I took like forever to find it but to no avail -.- which is what pissed me off.
3) tests and school hwk coming in! Ok and etc etc.
Today's the only day which I feel free and slacked the most! (; so happy luh.. :D
LOL I'm gna get my sweets soon! Hehhe!! WARNING, HIGHLY ADDICTIVE.
EAT AT YOUR OWN RISK (;
Kidding (; ok it's v v v v super nice . Ok ending here .

Anw I'm multi tasking!! I'm watching entertainment on 5 and beast is coming up . Ok end here bai!!

the biggest regret of my life is the day you left me.

2010-06-21T23:46:00.005+08:00

as i was browsing pics of Man's best friend on a web ,
i thought of him...
yah i know i should have long forgotten him since 2-3 years have past alr.
but, if such love can be so easily forgotten, its not love anymore.
ytd on sunday, i read an article about this owner who adopted
a pet dog which was abondon in ECP a year ago .(in lifestyle pg 11 )
and now, aft a year since adoption, she has to witness it
go into sleep .
" unless you have owned a dog , you will never understand the bond that can form between an owner and her pet "
and once that bond is formed, it can never be broken .
no matter how many years will past, or how many pets which will replace it .

although the owner was sad but she didn't regret saving the poor dog
and giving it life again .
at least the dog had someone to care for it and died peacefully .
she did her part and did all she could but she couldn't bear to see it suffer anymore.
so it has to be put to sleep infront of 4 caring ppl who love it v much .
i know the feeling coz it happened exactly the same , just that i was with it for 3-4 years,
and it had to die for nth , i know regretting doesn't help and its also not entirely my fault.
yes my pup looks like this whn i first carried it into my hse , except that mine looks cuter and the fur colour's more unique .

i really couldn't help but to think of the past whr i was still a little girl and
everyone would please me .i had what i wanted and all i could ask for .
for in reality, some things are not to be asked for.
you need to seek it yourself .
chances will be given to you.
but once they're gone, you'll never get it back .
its like falling in love so deeply with your another half,
thn aft 3-4 years, he didn't just left you but disappear from your life forever
and will never come back .
the only way to see it again like in real life is to dream of it .
its like there is this feeling bugging you .
this conscious that made you feel guilty, that you havenot done
enough to salvage its life .
but if there is really nth you can do, what would you do ?
i could only ask God to let me dream of him .
and thn wake up in the morning with teary eyes .
how i wished i could let go of all this so the i wouldn't fell the pain,
but if this part of memory is gone,
the happy moments will also be erased .
i dont want to erase the love i used to give him .
i felt that it was an unconditional love.
even whn im broke, i would still save up to buy treats for him .
i want to give him the best i could, and i think i manage to did it .

i mean how can human have no regrets to whatsoever thing they have done ?

ok im done . enough, time for me to sleep alr, long day ahead .
nighties.

GROUNDED

2010-06-21T22:05:00.005+08:00

can you see my ulcer!! *ok i know you cant* v small .

rotted at home today.
but ard afternoon gf managed to come to my hse .
initial plan was to study but we end up crapping, surfing the net
taking photos and discussing plans ! LOL .
did like ard 2 sums of maths thn slack all the way .
had mac for lunch :)
aft all the crapping and planning, she left at ard 6+
i think i had a good rest at home for one day .
i have a long day ahead tmrw!~
cca, thn go pasar ris for camp!
oh yay cant wait .. hope everything will go alright and mum wont scold me! :x

DAMN EFFING CUTE PIC OF THE PUP! CUTE UNTIL CAN DIE PLZ !! :D :D :D

HOPE/FAITH LOVE :D

2010-06-19T21:10:00.004+08:00

today morning had service .
love today service, including praise and wordship :D
Long time never go alr ..
went to centrepoint to have our lunch,
slacked for awhile thn head to smu to study .
managed to did some maths .
not alot though :(
left at 7.15 and hsh by 8 :) short post.
gtg now :(

had so Much fun today aft service .
think its going to be the last time we will spent time like this
right ? have changes to some units and though
i've only been in church for ard 7 mths, getting to know
and let another new person love you and be part your life is quite tough.
hope everything will be alright and cristinetoh can cheerup !
i know how you feel :( at least you cry it out k :)
dont sad alr, nvm still got me ma! HAHHA!
MY NEW SHEPHERD is.. waihan :)

tired~~

2010-06-18T21:01:00.002+08:00

photography is what brings back memories .

YAY changed to a simple blogger skin .
for the time being only i guess .
plz look at my tagboard will you, bloody dead as i have left my blog closed for the past few weeks . ok anw short update for this week . was pretty busy so didn't manage to update , but im back!

had class outing on the 16 of june . went to ecp to cycle and had fun at the arcade playing daytona and ddr, both 50cents only! played a lil volleyball and totally lame one coz no pro players so all anyhow play .

ok lazy talk bout it alr .

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cca outing: -morning had training + PT ( which was hell )
- played some teamwork and water games .
- everyone totally drenched .
- thn wash up , change in sch
- headed to stamont park for bbq .
- played true or dare while waiting for the food to be served to us HEHHE .
- played three rounds of catching and was totally exhausted , but fun!
- slacked and slacked and chit chat like hell till 11+
- bused home with yuyi and jasmine .
- met sist @ lift , hsh at 12 thn lie on bed and went to lalaland .

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LG: morning woke up, went to jalapang met zhihuai , bought things alr thn waited at his house downstairs while he put stuff .
waited for eugenia and cristine the pig w zhengkai and yuyi and zhihuai .
in the mean time we played truth or dare, which was super the lame one .
went to zhihuai house and prepare cooking .
fun !
settled down and zhengkai revealed the truth to us !
waihan is our new LGL and shepherd .
not very shocked .
took photos w eugenia and cristine .
aftmath , we went to bpp to study.
took super long time to settle down lor :(
saw alexsis and met weixian .
settled down at mac, thn changed to kfc .
left at ard 7.30
hsh at 8 .
need quickly do what i need to do bef holidays are over!
my table is still in a mess and my file is like worst/messy file i've ever had !
damn, all messed up alr . die only got like 1 week time!
how time flies... !!

+++++ I NEED $$
owe lots of ppl $$ leh, add up think got 50-60+ ! siao alr .

hope my mum can quickly give me my money ._.

tmr heading to church and welcoming new LGL ! :D a lil excited.

currently no pics . need wait for that cristinePIG to upload .

malaysia

2010-06-15T18:50:00.003+08:00

havent blog since a million years ago.
finally open my blog with a new post :)

ok went to malaysia w sg cousins.
checked into prince hotel and had a total of 5 rooms .
day 1 :
went shopping but bought nth .
went to have our dinner @ spices of india and spent 800 plus rm .
damn ex and i find it not worth it at all .
the food was served in a damn small portion and drinks like just plain evian water cost 8rm . ($4)
wtf man, totally scam money one .
anw maybe coz the shopping centre(pavillion) is tourist attraction , its just like OC .
aft dinner we cont walking ard , thn whn we want to walk back to the hotel,
it started raining . we then cab back and the total fare for both was 6rm! means 1.50$ per cab!
crazily cheap . rest and had a good time in the bathtub! HAHHA!!

day 2 :
had room service as parent went out .
went swimming aftmath & the water was mad cold .
long time since i swam so the feeling was pretty good :)
ok aft that went to pavillion again, wanted to buy stuff but sigh, didn't .
went to 2 other shopping centres too . saw malaysia side the cousins!
ok thn errr..
(aiya actually i damn lazy to cont thinking and recalling what i've done leh .. )
(ok nvm, i shall just do it .. HAHHA shall not ban du er fei! )
ok thn blahblah ,,, thn er went bk hotel rest thn go down to the lobby for dinner .
had the international buffet . 88rm per person .
totally not worth it again but still i eat till i full full .
really full full leh, i had like, beef,cupcakes,mashed potatoes,jelly,choco fondue, icecream ..
aiya anw v full .
thn night time 9+ went out shopping agn ,
but they closing alr coz 10 close so didn't really shop much .
ard 10 my family and i was sitting down and chilling at a random place .
it felt pretty weird and like funny , but it doesn't really matter coz no one there know any of us so i felt v carefree . thats what i like bout being overseas ;) HAHHHA!! cousinz went
to catch night movie . The show was from 10+ to 1 .
we went back to hotel as we didn't want to watch it .
bathed and slacked awhile and went into lalaland , while cousinz had room service and they slept at 2 .

day 3 :
morning had din sum @ hotel . super nice .
damn worth it HAHHA! there was unagi springroll!!
ok checkout aft that and lots of things happen.. Erm headed to Malaysia side the cousin house!! Happy!!~ stayed thr talked and catch up on each others life (; damn happy for deb!(my cousin) same age as me . Saw her bf! HAHHA. opps! Hope she can last long w him!! At night watched the show Loser. Nice show!!(;
Day 4 :
Woke up, deb gone to sch alr so left the tiny tots at home . Ate breakfast and prepare to leave ); bade good bye to all of them and set off . Pictures below, more on fb (; enjoy :F

In the hotel (;

Messy bed: shared this w sist, how pathetic? Ok la but it's quite cozy (; love the aircon! 24/7 on and it was 18degree .

I made nescafe as I was hungry at night! ); totally use 3 packet or sugar and one was equal I think , it's 2 or 3 spoonful of sugar!!

Room service!!

HAHHA LOL. go my fb for more coz deb upload pics alr!! (;

2010-05-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

Sry guy but I maybe privating my blog again but this time I'll invite ppl cause I might close for long ! I don't wish to let some ppl read my blog (; thnks .

" Y'know, some things are not worth explaining cause once that person has made up his/her mind bout somethings, no matter how wrong they think or how long you take to tell them the truth, it won't change their mind alr coz the person will only believe in themself right?
Don't teach me what to do coz you ain't me . You dk how hard it is for me . It's easy for you to say coz once again you ain't me . I can and shd not be in this mess but coz I care and took it srsly . I just need that lil trust from you .
I guess it's harder thn I thought it would be ." - Charissa

2010-05-26T14:11:00.002+08:00

i dk why you have so little trust in me
dispite me believing you and
accompanying you always .
i know im sensitive but its not my choice right .
can you just show a mere concern bout me ?
srsly hurts me :'(

ILY

2010-05-24T19:27:00.004+08:00

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2nd anniversary .

you know what ive got to say . so i shall not say here .
we both just know it in our hearts :>

rmb, nth can pull us apart, including distance ,

ily forever,
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i shall let the pic do the talking :

I'll continue ltr .

i'll continue ltr .

2010-05-18T21:29:00.001+08:00

What a cruel world.. :> but I've learnt to accept it and to carry on with life. Well life goes on no matter what .

The world is unfair to everyone .
Even if you're rich, you will come to a point whr you may just lost everything .. If you took things for granted, you better treasure it now if not whn it's too late, you will be crying, regretting not treasuring it . Really .

In my world , I think nth is forever . I've been through things which you guys never been through bef, at thesame time, making hardest decision you guys never thought you would make in your lifetime . In any words my life is just shit .
Luckily I know God whn I was small, he was able to protect mr from all evils . But I came to realize , God seems to be letting go of me now , wanting me to be independent , to be able to resist temptation , to be able to say no to evil things, lastly to handle my problems, be it relationship , friendship or family matters . Really wanna thank God for giving the chance to be on my own...
But at this point of time I really hope God can come back to me, protect me like bef and just let me be stress free . I had enough !
I pray for confidence , faith , wisdom, concentration , happiness , self control and lastly, gentleness (:

Amen .

2010-05-17T17:33:00.003+08:00

TODAY had half day school .
after sch dk whr to go cause cant make up our minds .
in the end went causeway .
i went to buy my chicken first before heading to kfc
to accompany gf to have her breakfast .
went library and got 'chase out '
not chase out but someone like tell us cant sit thr,
we went out anyway ...
walk around up and down and decided to settle our lunch @ breeks cafe .
wasn't v nice but still edible ..
after that went to buy some sweets! YAY .
hsh @ 3-4+++ :D

i passed my chinese !! phewww! but is almost just pass :(

TOWN! (:

2010-05-14T19:41:00.000+08:00

Went to town ytd with GF!
Lazy describe ytd,
So just enjoy the pics!!

Nachos ! In cinema!
The back up plan is nice!

Look like buttttt!!!

In lift!!!

Our background looks nice :P

We're on the top of the world!!

This was crazy! Gf damn funneh! HHHAHHAHHA

This look so cooooooool! :P

Act EMO!!

Act strangers!!

LOVE THIS PIC THE MOST!!:D

HOLIDAY.

2010-05-12T22:58:00.001+08:00

FINALLY MYE OVER ...

got nth to say ,

LOL .

i wanna catch upp with lots of friends .

lots of dates these 5 days and juneeee holiday! :D

Lazy like a pig!

2010-05-10T14:33:00.000+08:00

My perfect way of spending time is just to sit around and do nth while daydreaming . In my opinion, being idle is one of life's greatest pleasures . These few days, I've been unmotivated , sluggish and blahh.. My laziness is getting from bad to worse !

nvm, anw, luckily it's almost the end of mye , just 2 more to go . Tmr shd be ok . But I'm worried for my maths . I really need to keep my maths like the standard I used to have in order to get an A! ): I think cannot . Cause I haven't started revising . Srsly haven't even touched!!

Ok I shall stop talking bout studies and Boredieyou with it .. :>
Ytd was momma's day!! Sist and I made this cake at the icing room @ jp, we went thr early but still needa wait 30 mins for our turn . Guess there are ppl much earlier thn us !!

It was a lil screwed but I think overall it look nice :>
I loved the out lining !! Three lines, I do one , hahha! It's damn fattening! It has like shitloads of cream . I was the only one who actually ate some of it .
Ok I shall not continue crapping and proceed to memorizing history!! Zzz ):

Evidence that I did studied!! :> ok so lame ..

Ok time to go now , cya after the exams!! :>:>:>

my friend, im always with you .

2010-05-08T13:41:00.002+08:00

I hate reality, but i guess everyone else does .

im gonna go back to the days,
where we both only have each other .
we made a promise about
forever and im gonna make sure
that promise last .
i dont wanna lose you .
cause you make me know alot of things .
you were there with me whn i needed you.
thank you .

think of what you have done for me and
see if you are qualified ornot .
cause only i know who the person is ,
and only that person would know she is ,
w/o me telling her .

it ends here .

2010-05-08T13:18:00.004+08:00

this ain't meant to be posted,
in other words, it ain't for you to read,
but if you're just so kpo, and wants to read .
read it and go, go away .

see i told you no one cared .
those who showed your care ,
im really v appreciated ,
cause you're all i've got .
those who did't showed or cared bout me,
thanks , really thanks .
you make me see your true colours .
im not emo or anything .
im just very very sad and disappointed .
i mean i really did't axpect something like this to happen .
im utterly speechless .
but at least now i know that you were just putting on a mask .
everything . every single little thing you do .
you know it and i know it .
i felt so stupid to hold on till now ,
whn you had alr let go right from the start .
i cant say i dont regret holding on cause we had wonderful
memories , but those hurtful actions which
you do to me, not intensionally or intensionally ,
cannot be healed . there'll be a scar to every thing .
even happy moments will leave a deep mark ...

bye world .

MIA~~

2010-05-01T16:25:00.002+08:00

my blog is gna turn dead once again .
sometimes i really wonder if anyone
is reading my blog , or isit just my best friends ?
sigh , boringg~~~

Last post bef i go for a v long MIA .
MID YEAR IS NEXT MON,
in other words, three more days!
one word: sian
life is so boring w/ exams!!
thats it i guess! hahha .

everyone jiayou for MYE :)

no one understands .

2010-04-25T15:19:00.004+08:00

as sad as ever ...
Ive gone MIA for the past 1 week!
i everytime post once every week :x
tests are over alr but mid year coming .
cant play play anymore :(
shall just recall a lil .
had x-country on friday .
it was tiring though i did't run .
ytd during praise and worship, i almost fainted!
was v giddy , cfm is the drums and the whole place filled with music .
v loud !! i tahan till i cant take it anymore, and i sat down .
thnks zhengkai for helping me get ppl to buy sweets !!
after that headed to 313 for lunch .
had stewed beef noodle! superb !
went outside food republic for 2 games of human chess !
so fun but i lost both times !! :( grr..

maybe MIA-ING again due to mye .
follow me on twitter for updates !
im always active on twitter . HAHHA .

ciaoos!

i need more time, agn .

2010-04-17T21:48:00.002+08:00

Im here for an update!! :P
AWEsome!
POINTFORM for today as usual, cause im lazy .

-went church , was late and i chiong out of hse :x bad habit /
-hsh at 4.45 but ended up waiting at door entrance as no one was home,
pathetic me right ! :(
-after awhile headed to NYNY for dinner ! quite unlucky as i kept spilling stuff!!
weird!
-hsh at 8.30 and watched tv for awhile. monster inc is sooo cute ! HAHHA .

anw cant wait for my hair to grow , and cant wait for it to curl alittle, too straight alr! :(
HAHHA , sian alr 10.30 :( i tmr chiong hwk la :(
shit my father watching incredible tales and im damn scared, hiding hehind the laptop ! :(
i hear alr scared la!! :( okok i go in room hide alr .

baiiiii.

sad+happy= ):)

2010-04-16T20:13:00.005+08:00

all those crazy times we had tgt :P cant wait to see you this june! :>

HAHHA random pic of veron and me :P

BOO ! TGIF! Changed blogskin :>

but ,sad to say, i did't do well in my chinese and lit test :(
chin tcher even kept repeating my name saying i deproved alot.
yes, i passed, but still it was the border line .
i did't expect it and i did't know what went wrong .
well lit, got b4. expected better results .
sigh , hope my other subs can get better .
Hope today whn my parents go for the talk, chen bq wont bad mouth bout me :(
Hope i can go service tmr .
Hope everything goes fine .
i need to have more faith :(

ANW! today aft sch went jalan with z. had kfc @ YTP .
thn headed to cck library.
slacked till 3,4+ thn went out of library .
went in and out shops see see analyze HAHHA .
headed to ntuc to buy snacks for 'party' /
waited for wanting to arrived .
laugh my ass out during our conv between a salegirl promoting shampoo.
bought our things alr thn walked walked agn till 5+
send gf to bus stop and headed home .

kbai .

ihatepinkbutilovehotpink :>

blahblahblah!

2010-04-16T17:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BB! :D 1504 :>
belated

we need to meet up more often kay!

L'ya! :D

i hate Chinese and
im cfm born a Chinese idiot.
i dont blame you cause its not your fault,
im happy that you were there for me :>
although i wanna fml :(,
i still think that you are the best (D) ever!

i'll (L) you forever :> thnks for everything .

Hate the weather!!

2010-04-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

I'm gna post as promised !! (: just gna update on what I'll be doing tmr and Friday and what I've done today , maybe in point form , I'm still lazy ! I'm also gna have a pic for evey post , at least 1 luh to make my blog more alive !! (:

Ok let's start :
Today woke up at 8.55 quickly on comp and did eng . Completed within 5-10 mins and waited for a damn long period of time before I could do sci and history . Had lunch while doing sci . Couldn't complete history part 2 on time and rushed to sch for ccac meeting . Once again was late but wasn't as late as Mr Goh. After a mini briefing we headed to the diff stations of the heritage trail . Btw its muthafking hot y'know!! Anw This year there will be a little games but quite lame one . Was dismissed outside cck sec as that was our last station . We had a mini competition between the boys and the girls , and obviously , the GIRLS WON!!!! HAHHA not
偏心 ok! Walked home with Celine, Xinyi and yanyi but Celine and Xinyi walked so fast that we decided to walk 'seperate' ways . Yanyi and me went to buy some snacks at the provision shop opposite sv! :> miss thr . Bought the jam mentos and traffic light icecream . Hsh @ 6.10! Chiong to do science but couldn't finish , agn . Chiong prepare and left hse at 6.30 to meet mommzy at lot . Bought my book . Hsh at 7.15.
Chiong complete history and had dinner .

Currently revising for Chinese now. Woah looks like it's gna be quite a long post!
Those who read till here alr, thnks for reading yeah! Though it's been a boring yet tiring day today.

As for tmr, normal lessons resume and will be having Chinese test and 5components for napfa ): tmr is the last day of cca as MYE are coming .

Friday also another normal day , will try to update by Friday!
Gtg revise for Chinese alr peeps! Though I'll keep on slacking .
This is how messy it gets whn I study !!

That's all :> stay tune .

2010-04-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! Had elearning today in the morning , thn prepare and went for lifegroup :> learnt sth new and had lots of fun with games (: hope everyone enjoyed it! Prepared by Seok turtle and me (: left hse at 4 and homed at 7+ met parents at lift lobby LOL . Rain became damn heavy once I reached shelter ! Praise the Lord (:

Anw thnks zk for the bible !! So touched :> appriciates it .

Having elearning tmr agn !! They should hve a elearning week ! Heheh.
Thursday got chin test and alot of us don't have our chengyu book !! Sian anw doubt I'll study it though :x ok first time in a very long time I post 2 days continuously ! (: will post tmr !!

Bye earthlings !

Self-control!!

2010-04-12T19:13:00.000+08:00

Shit long time no blog alrdy, there's lots of things for me to update . Due to my plain lazyness, I shall just point form them (:

- got a new bag but feels so broke now . But nvm I happy can Liao (:
- cca standown on 16 April .
- tests and MYE upcoming ):
- tmr and wed got elearning so no sch , YAY ! Hahah
Gtg prepare games for tmr LG, so excited !! (:
I'll post sooooon Kay (:

I needa save like some siaozabor alr la !

Baibai超级白 ppl (:
Yay my new bag (: nice not ??

Enjoying life as it is :>

2010-04-05T21:53:00.000+08:00

Blog fucking dead , srsly feel like deleting !! Wonder who visits my blog w/o tagging ! ): plz tag, even if you dk me or I dk you :>

Tday suppose to meet earlier with WT to go sch but in the end I was late :x laughed alott , like everyday laugh till stomach ache . Had 4 periods of sch today only !! Skipped mt as I had ccac investiture (: was like so nervous on stage , dk what to do . Sec 1 keep calling my name like so loud only ! After that headed to jp with gf! (L) her like crazy only ! She waited for me alone in class ! Touched!~ had pepper lunch for lunch thn walk walk bought stuff , and had chewy juniors . Wanted to treat gf macaroons but flavor was limited . Next time :P went to lots of shops and finally went home during the peak hours . Combed almost the whole jp that we dk whr else to go ! Both our legs were aching but we enjoyed it :> pics below .

Shit I only got 2 pic!!

Tests are coming upp!! Hopefully I will do alot better thn the previous ones ! :>

Scram off fuckers :)

2010-03-29T19:12:00.000+08:00

Heeeeello earthlings ! Never blog for one week , agn :x due to my laziness ): hand peel like some siaozabor . Whole right hand skin peeled off alrdy . Ccac resumed :> blahblahblah . After sch stayed in class . Wanted to do hw with gf but got malay lesson ): so headed to the library Till 4 . Had late lunch at macs . Thn off to ytp . Whn in the pet shop very funny sia ! Hahah only gf will know what happen luh .

Sian ttm , I dk why must I have and handle all this relationship and misunderstanding problems whn in the beginning , it doesn't even concern me ? I was dragged into the pic okay!!! Stupid fucking asshole .
I hate all uss guys basketballers luh !! Zzzzzzz irritating peoples -.- I want transfer :< like first time I ever felt this serious . Asshole . Made me so pissed off . _|_

Lastly , ilovehim 1603:>
Can't get you off my mind .
I'll think of you whn I'm troubled, happy, sad .

M

2010-03-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

Kiss me assss ! :P

Today , first day of sch . Had 4 free periods caz mr Sony nev come (: ok let's skip schl . After sch had geo retest . It was so funy cause me and wanting went into the wrong room for the test , and it was pouring !! After that went sac . Played and slacked thr and got like punched by Faye while playing ugly doll! Went mac for lunch with zx aftermath . Thn to omcha till like 6.30 . Home at 7 . Now watching snake In a plane ! Nice ! Scary luh!! Shit I dk got hw or not leh . Nvm la hc .
Off alrdy gna continue watching it ! Roar . at the same time using the massager !:>
Ps: omg geo tcher actually knows my name! :0 shocked . Heh.

LIFE SUCKS .

2010-03-21T17:49:00.001+08:00

OHMYGAWD my skin on my face is peeling like some fuck shit .
totally ugly plzzzzzzzzzzz. plz i dont wanna go schl tmr ! :(
i dont even know how to do chinese poster la plzzz .
AND fuck ! i haven sign report book . oh fuck srsly .
i can prepare to die alrdy .
i cfm plus chop gg poly alrdy so can hve like 3 month holiday while everyone's at schl !@
im so jealous of poly ppl naos!
shit ass my tv programme start alrdy !
fuck no time for hw ! MUAHAHAHAH .

BYEBYE .

2010-03-21T17:47:00.000+08:00

Ohmygawd! Today is Sunday alrdy!! Just realise I did't blog for like more thn a week . I always lazy . Anw , went for class outing on wed almost whole class got sunburn . Except those who came late . Sunburn lasted till now . It's damn bad . I think mine is the worse . My skin on my face is peeling like some fuck shit . I look as if I had 2nd degree burn and the diff. tone colour is damn obvious . Readers from unity don't be too shock whn you see me in sch tmr ! Hai . Off to chiong hw alrdy

Slacking like hell .

2010-03-21T17:03:00.000+08:00

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Slacked in the morning , afternoon went to bukit batok shopping centre for sister trail piano exam . Slacked in the room with parents . Luckily got one drum set to entertain me ^^ went to have ramen for dinner thn home .

070310
Went church with parents in the morning ): slacked at home thn went to meet gf at lot . Shopshopshop and went up and down , k nvm you won't understand hahah! Went to kfc @3+ fr lunch . Think we tmr got white hair alrdy cause think toooo much ! Home @ 4+ . Late afternoon went lot (again) to accompany sister to get her coloured contacts . So gonna get mine soon :) ! Home for dinner . Gonna complete my incomplete sermon book , if not keep on accumulating .

ITS COMING ...

2010-03-12T21:45:00.002+08:00

i cant upload pics from my hp so currently no pic .
so boring right :(
alrighty ! finally its HOLIDAY ! ONE pathetic week of holiday .
as usual need go back sch for cca .
will be having a class outing ! WOOTS ! so happy :)
hope it will be a nice one .
thr were ppl whho went for last yr one and said it was nice
but some said it was boring . i think those who said it was nice only
making those who did not went jealous . HAHAH.
nvm this yr got me sure fun one ! HEH .
gonna plan games with songen zx they all !!
but not sure if the classes on wed is on or not .
anw had a really great time today at sch and after .(excluding writing reflection part . )
went to omocha today with G-GF .
very funny but so happy too .
after tht she went to meet her cousin while i go find jasmine and co .
went lot slack slack slack . thn 4-5 plus went to meet seokxian and co . slack all the way agn .
7+went pasar malam . zhengkai treat me alot of things !! thankyou :) so good ^^
i think he want to make me fat ! HAHAHA say share in the end i keep on eating .
i feel so greedy luh ! kay nvm heh! 7 gg 8 went home .
tired !

BAI !

HHHHolidays !

2010-03-06T15:02:00.003+08:00

YAY CT2 are finally over .
had pizzahut with gf ytd for lunch .
schl was so fun ytd . laughlaaughlaughsss
pizzhut was AWESOME ! shall post pic ltr .
gave church a miss today cause i had sth on .
lazed around this morning by using my phone .
watched coraline with sister till my phone no batt -.-
it was a nice movie ! i also watched finish 'lovely bones' which will be
in cinemas this march holidays ! Cool . love my phone APPS .
anw i so cant wait for class outing !
hope it'll be super duper uber funnnnnnnnnnn :D
gonna go facebook to play crazi taxi and icy tower !
i must beat faye ! LOL bye for now ,
maybe mia-ing again due to my lazyness and busy shedule !

ciao !

Test2 week

2010-03-03T20:01:00.001+08:00

Yay so happy . Now only left with chinese and home econs ! (: home econs I don't care if I flunk it but Chinese ... Sigh hope can get better results .
Shall blog after the tests are over ! One more week + to sch holidays !!

Praise the almighty God ! He has showed me wht he can do and convinced me ! (:

i love, yet hate you .

2010-02-22T19:42:00.003+08:00

warning :
this is a very emo , er and long(?)post, yes i admit it,emo , so i suggest you just scram(?)
yeah , not in a good mood now .

I felt my heart shattering into a zillion pieces

after 1plus years, i still cant believe i still cant get over you .
you are the reason for my smiles, laughter, angry-ness and tears .

for the first time in my life , i cried so much for something .

although i know im being silly but the footprints you have left
.in my head is really just too deep .

There will always a hole in my heart that will never be mend .

whn i first saw you i know we were meant to be tgt,

but sometimes fate likes to play a fool of us .

Although we have only spent a few years tgt , you are alr like a family member to me .
everytime i think of you , when i think of the place when we last met ,

tears will flow like nobody's business . No words can describe how i feel .

All i could say is that i could practically feel my heart shattered into a zillion pieces .

I dk what will happen to me next month on that day .

someone told me before that letting it out is the best way . but the more i let out ,

the more i feel hurt , let me tell you , its like losing your closest kin .

ok i got to stop thinking for now alr . i dont want to be discovered by my family members

that i have been crying . it sucks . and they might think that im foolish ,cause it has been years alr .

But it isn't wrong to think of something which spents everyday with you for more thn 3 yrs right ?

love is hard to get ,

but harder to let go.

love is short,

but forgetting is longer.

you will never understand why i hurt so much,

because you are not the one who is crying,

you are not the one who is left behind,

you are not the one who loved too much,

you are not the one having all the memories,

and you are not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone ...

you dont have to let it slip away but you want to ,

i dont want to let it slip away but i have to .

the hardest thing for you to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else .
but for me , the hardest thing to do is to only have 5 secs to bade goodbye

to someone who means everything , and to see it leave knowing you will never see it agn ...

FML . screw it .

Awesome day yet tiring (;

2010-02-21T11:46:00.000+08:00

Ytd was a tiring day for me . Morning woke up at 8 thn watched xyzxf haha (: supposed to go cck stadium for table tennis but in the end no need . Chiong prepare for church and went out at 10.40 . Went to buy bbt ant kfc egg tart (: after service vwestc walked to Cathay for lunch , I had pizza and it was awesome ! (; we wanted to go to a quiet area to study but found that it was closed alr . So we walk to plaza s'pore for our deserts, unfortunately Seokxian couldn't come with us as she got meeting . Zhengkai treated us to secret recipe . He gave us $24 and went off . We order 2 cakes and 2 cups of icecream (: we went to toilet to take photos and the guys were outside shouting for us , haha ! Aftermath only left the four of us accompany cristine to nexus(capage plaza) while Erica and Hao jie went home . Crapped as we walked . By the time we reached there it was alr 5.15 pm . Slacked awhile and whn it was 5.30 we left the place. They took bus home while I walked from orchard central all the way to wisma and to lido threatre . Met mom and we went in the threatre first while dad came in awhile later . There were alot of ang mohs ! Hehe . Aftermath we went to newton for dinner cum supper . Homed at ard 11.30 . Tired tired !

Test again ):

2010-02-19T15:25:00.000+08:00

Now at woodlands library . Suppose to be doing hwk but like usual again , slacking . The books on the table like totally for show only . Hahs! Blogging through zx itouch (: I wished I had more $$ although I alr got my red packets . Sian ttm . I wanna go Jalan tmr ! Zx siao alr ! Next week tests coming up . Whole day test only . Shall blog tmr or ltr bah .

Bai(:

Happy CNY and valentine's Day !

2010-02-16T13:59:00.002+08:00

HELLO peeps ! sorry for not posting before gg overseas .
i did not have time as we departed quite early .

first of all , dedication !

i hope i have time for all! :x

firstly ,
5.9 '08!

the class which i found my best friend and where
I had close friends :) we were always playing
catching with our favorite class , 5.8 '08 !

6.5 '09 !
Best, united class ! we were very bonded . i really missed
those times we got scolded tgt and whn we played tgt .

YiJun
Best friend in pri 1,2,3 . we used to play catching during recess
whn we were in lower primary . although now we have drifted so much , i will still rmb you :D

Shi Min
Good friend in lower sec . still keep contact now :)

chelsea.T , vanessa.C , Xinhui
best friends in pri 4 ! i miss you guys ! haaha, we went through
lots of tough times though its only 1 year .
i miss playing hopscotch with you guys !

Lixian!
best friend since pri5 . we shared lots of memories tgt .
went shopping tgt , had lots of h2h
do lots of crazy stuff , and we even like the same guy before !
ok this sounds crazy HAHA .

xinzhi, YiJin
know them since pri 5 . both cheerful tall freaks ! HAHA .
im glad to know them :)

carmen Lee
know her since pri 3 . then , we were exchanging stickers !
pri 6 whn we were in the same class , we became closer , like sisters :)
i miss kimmy !! HAHA .

alvis, andy , nicholas .
know them in pri 6 . they were hyper and love to crap !
gan di(s) ! HAHA . missed the midnight confs we always had tgt with carmen .

leon.N , Bernard di/korh
know them since pri 3 but became closer in pri 6 .
missed playing blk catching etc :D

1/6 '09 and 2/6 '10
super crazy, hyper , naughty and horny class !
gave me lots of friends and made me treasure them :D

ZhiXuan girlf.
yep , best friend in sec sch . we have gone through many things .
been to many shopping centres , running here and there collecting stocks etc .
had many first time tgt :D

Michelle
know her since sec 1 , ok like duh .
everytime whn she talks to me , its either about korea or SUJU !
HAHA careful ltr i fall in love with them ! hehe . ( i wont la ! )

veron and hafizah
smarties !! both smart-ass . heh ! veron , another korea band fan hafizah , a naughty sc who always scolds vulgarities too ! hehe .

SongEn SweetHeart
another smarty here ! HAHA .
we both loves xyzxf and xxb , just like zhixuan !

yuting
crazy crapping partner . whole day crapping! HAHA .

Emily
it was fun sitting with her for almost half a year .
thanks for always helping me with my work and lending me copy stuffs ! haha .

Faye
know her since pri 4 . shes always crapping and making me laugh too .
having her sitting behind me is such a pleasure !

hwee shan
Crazy hyper girl . always laughing too . i will never forget what happened
during home econs that lesson ! HAHA LMAO .

wanting
pri sch friend . travelling to sch partner ! HAHA . always kena bullied right !

last but not least ,
Table Tennis-mates !

yuyi , jasmine , xinping , vanessa , the rest and c-boys '10 !

yuyi , jasmine, xinping
know yuyi since pri 5 . shes a shy girl , but if you know her ,
shes a petite but fierce person :D HAHA .
jasmine : we spent lots of time talking horny stuffs !
HAHA . playing poker at the void deck etc.
wonderful memories to keep ! :D
xinping : aiyo , whole day follow alvin one ! haha .
everytime kena pulled by yuyi and jasmine !

finally end , will update the pics for this post soon !

now gg grandma hse collect angpow /
anw had lots of fun @ malaysia ! will also post pics soon .

check out my facebook for pics first ! hehe ( but if only my relatives tagged me )

kbai !

valentine day !

2010-02-12T08:41:00.003+08:00

i finally found time to blog .
now in sch lab doing chinese mind map . so lame .
will be doing a Valentine dedication soon ! :D
will be posting another shortpost before going overseas, with pic!
hehe . i shall post a pic of michelle ! heh! no la im not so bad !
i brought sweets to sch !
gonna give ppl :D
byebye gtg do the chinese alr , chen bq blasting our ears D:

Zonals

2010-02-03T21:08:00.002+08:00

today had maths test , cfm lose 1 mark alr , nvm .
left class at 12.25 for match @ yuan ching .
was looking forward to eating their sandwishes but turn out the machine was gone :<
really was super sad . first match was against DSS .
was the first single to play and i was super stress .
luckily the seniors came and gave me advice :>
i teared though i won . i doubt it was tears of joy . i dk why but i just teared .
thnik cause i almost lost thn during the last game i alr got teary .
it felt so scary just to be so close to failure , but it felt like a miracle just to win .
i know it was God who gave me the strength to carry on :)
overall we won 5-0 . we did well girls, good job :D
next was against NHHS . i was the last singles .
we lost 0-5 , but i believe we had done our best .
sigh i dk why i teared so much after that .
i guess i felt sorry and disappointed my teammates , although they lost too ,
but i felt i could have done better , at least win a game for them .
i was scared to fail and lose and every ball i hit with a heavy heart .
but most importantly is to play what we learn and gain experience from each tournament .
i believe we will work harder and do our best for the rest of the matches .

thank you those who comforted me today :>

tmr got home econs test .
i dont care if i fail cause im gonna wark hard to get into other sub .
hope i can D: i really dont want home econs D:
anw , im gonna treat whole c'div boys subway if they can win friday's match against RV .
what a goooood VC i am . heheh .

gtg revise my home econs and get some rest alr , tmr still got training .
(saded , i gotta miss Shepherding and lifegroup ! D: i think )

i love purple:P

baibai .

reply taggggs ! :D

2010-02-03T21:00:00.002+08:00

HELLO !
i reply tags first heh!

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yea linked :D

y-hope !

2010-01-31T16:33:00.002+08:00

finally im not lazy to update this blog .

sorry all D:

ytd morning went to stadium with lixian her brother and his friends .

he booked table tennis table so we went to play .

after that went lot to meet with vwestc and bus to church .

lunch and homed . rested awhile thn went to relative's hse for early reunion due to some reason .

had pizza and home cooked food . we played wii like nobody's business ! laughed and talked .

this is the first time i felt so close to them , other times we just went to their hse ,

talked laugh abit thn home but ytd we couldn't bear to leave and enjoyed ourselves to the fullest .

reached home and slept alr . was so tired swinging my arms ard while playing wii , hehe :D

i'll try to update more ,

baibai :>

GAGA OHLALAAAAA ........................

2010-01-20T19:31:00.003+08:00

omg i think i might just delete my blog cause its dead .
i hate home econs ttm ! please dont let me get into that sub combi
if not i can just die . i need go chiong home econs coarsework alr .
suckcork one .
pray that i can survive this year D:
i think i need to destress although i feel that im not putting in my best D:

xoxo,
baibai

MIA

2010-01-13T19:30:00.003+08:00

some overdue pics for your pleasure .' HAHA . Anw sitting arrangement changed , i sitting with ben10 , second time alr . sian la that time i sick thn miss sch like got alot things dk :( need catch up lots . these few days also very seldom on9 alr . having cca tmr . very scared sia , cause sth gonna happen tmr , got pk . shall not say more , just wish him good luck . i go do my homehate(hwk) alr . anw anyone heard of jujudes ? hehe like nice leh i want try it ! shall ask father to buy it :) will most likely be MIA .

BIRD-DAY :D

2010-01-06T12:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :)
Finally another year has passed and im officially 14 yrs old .
although last yr wasn't as smooth sailing as the past few yrs,
i still wanna thank those who made me smile, teared ,
those who share their laughters with me and those who help me overcome
any obstacles and stayed by my side no matter what .
THANK YOU :D

060110
did't went for sch today , was surprised when mom suggested to me .
of cause i happily agreed .
actually i was a little late alr , i woke up at 6.20 and got to leave at 6.45
so i think i cmi . anw woke up eat medicine first as i was also sick .
went back sleep after that .
still not so sure of what i will be doing and how i will spent my bday
but maybe i will just stay at home .
i've got alot of belated dates :P haha (if you understand what it means )
not so sure if mum will let me go out cause im sick :(

AND ....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EUGENE YONG AND LEON'S BROTHER . ( I forgot his name :x )

anw i wanna thank these ppl for wishing me through sms :
celine P1 ,zhi Xuan , yuyi , michelle , wanting , faye , song en , yuting ,
emily , madeline , wei hao , celine , min yi , leon.N , eugene.Y , reana , christine ,
waihan , minyi , jamie , seoksian , zheng kai , aunty rose and this very special girl in my life ,
my sister , eunice :)
and of cause all her friends who wished me as she was in chalet .
touched till i almost cry la !
exactly 12 more hrs till my bday is over and its P1 bday !

HAHA
THANKYOU PPL :D

too little time :(

2010-01-03T21:13:00.004+08:00

schl srts tmr ppl ! i havent complete my hwk though :X die . but i think i wont be handling it tmr cause i'm escaping class for sec 1 orientation :) hope this few weeks turns out fine ! anw i got my iphone :) but lost all my contacts ! :( sigh and and and my bday is 3 days away , cant believe it ! hehe ! got to go remove my manicures alr ! saded . i dk why but i cant wait to play T/T ! weird . update more soon !

p/s - my hair is screwed .

ECO-FRIENDLY :D

2009-12-29T23:40:00.005+08:00

random title :/ rockstar / HAHA .

dk whether if i should go for cell grp on thurs or not .
cause if i go thn i may not go for buffet :x
cousins will be in my hse by thn .
still hope i can make it for both .
tmr , i mean today . erm i mean on wed which is today .
baking time !! :D heheh .
gonna bake cookies with my girlf :)
hope the groceries , baking and stuffs we're gonna do today will turn out well .
sister went for sleep over again .
sian . she gave me $2 ! cause i keep on arguing with her .
quite funny , cause the min she give me $2 i immediately stop arguing :)
i rock , HAHA .
anw today i had cca thn went for ccac meeting .
i srsly cant believe i tht unluckly can , Zzz .
nvm -.-
after ccac meeting went to look for yuyi . had kfc for lunch ,
thn went mac to eat again , i just cant be fat man .
People , be jealous ! LOL . i really wanna be fat .
HAHA i mean i wanna be fatter and not be fat , ok whtever .
after tht me and yuyi had 2 rounds of bus ride ,
thn we decided to alight at stagmont . slacked and talk damn lots.
headed to stadium , thn to the playground near sv gate 3 .
went mama shop , saw leon . wanted to play the swing but
alot of xmm playing , so waited , hehe . i realise guys dont like to play swing !
after tht headed to blk 230 for more swing .
thn to 226 to slack again .
homed @ 6 plus (?)

some camwhore pics with cousin whn she was here .
we went quite crazy :P It was fun though :)
HAHA BUT ONLY 3 cause i lazy .

shit , i havent complete hwk .
i feel like i've still got alot of things to do!
time's really running out .

p/s i realise tht whn some things felt like it's for granted ,
the more you should take good care of it and not let it leave you .

and i was too busy to realise tht my bday is in 8 days ! WOAH .

i miss my grndparents ! :( they not celebrating my bday with me :'(

HOPE church :D

2009-12-24T12:54:00.004+08:00

can 2 person's love be washed away so easily , i think not .

will not be blogging so soon . currently busy with christmas and alot more . ytd went for a buffet cum party @ a condo called The Dew . whole of the west grp was thr , i think . after tht headed to hillview for carolling . homed @ 11.30 . next week cousins coming :D excited !! wont be posting till next week i guess . ccac meetings will need me to skip T/T training D: /stay tune for updates ! THANKS , hehe .
i dw XYZXF to end D: D:
and , i miss 9696533 .

Insomia

2009-12-17T03:11:00.000+08:00

Gosh it's so early in the morning .
Wonder how am I gonna wake up tmr
for cca . Hope I don't faint , LOL . The most
4 plus hrs of sleep . Nvm tmr play poker
thn will wake up one . Lol but srsly my panda
eyes is really getting darker , I need to buy
mask ! ): sister friend came for toning , they're
watching 500 days of summer .
Gtg try get some sleep now .
Zzzzzzzzz..........

I LOVE HOLIDAYS :D

2009-12-16T19:02:00.010+08:00

haven't posted for a week .
cousin went back with grandparents on sat .
me and sister shopped in jb while father drink coffee while waiting :x
sister bought a bagpack , i did't find any thing nice so got nth :(
Sun went church , watch one part of a movie , called fireproof .
was really nice and touching , cant wait for this Sun to watch the next part .
monday , forgot wht i did :x
tues went for cca thn coach treat the sec 1 lunch . Fion treat us drink ^^ thanks .
wed which is today :D LOL .
went out with girlf to warehse . actually i dont consider tht as one ,
but oh well . we bought backpacks for ourselves , for more info go her blog :D hehe .
cab to lot etc . had ice cream before sending her off .

ok finally for the long - awaiting PIC SPAM .
i mean serious pic spam .
i took like ages to post these pic , enjoy :D
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cake made in icing room by cousin, sister and me :)

random camwhore pics with sister/cousin:

{ just after rebonding ,

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at orchard with cousins / relatives :

at malaysia , kuantan/KL :

my bday is coming :D and,
i miss my grandparents :(

playday :D

2009-12-09T22:06:00.004+08:00

today went to meet ppl at 12
thn had mahjong session till 3
thn went to meet ppl again .
aftermath , headed to jp with sissy and cousin .
wanted to do nails first but sister catching a show at 4
so me and cousin went to icing room .
did a cake , pics next time ^^
went to burger king to have our tea break .
walked around , went to arcade , thn to cinema to wait for her .
wanted to do nails but need wait till 8pm so did't do .
walk awhile thn her friend left .
thn while walking to mrt. we past by nail palace .
so decided to go in .
choosed on nails colour , i choose the same as sister
but she did pedicure i did medicure .
headed home straight for dinner at 8 .
just ate finish the cake and it was nice :D heheh .
ok totally spent a bomb today .
but should be worth it :)

training tmr .
wish me luck for fun :D

Never enough

2009-12-07T18:48:00.004+08:00

back from gb camp today .
lazy to elaborate :x
tmr got training ! :(
i think i cant do my nails alr cause no time :(
if do only can last for 3 weeks .
should i ??

had mahjong sessions today ! :D
won some :) fun , laughed alot .
almost went to venessa's hse to watch new moon
with pri 6 friends but never :x
anw , my shoulder hurts :( muscle ache! i want a massage!
just realised chinese hwk is ca1 lor . crazy one .
need do so many ! wth srsly cannot one lor . i scared ley
sec 2 like very scary , HAHA LOl .

cousin gg back in 5 more days :(
ok la im gonna spam pic soon ,
my blog like no life :(

SRSLY PACKED :(

2009-12-04T00:27:00.003+08:00

back from malaysia .
cousins came .
got 2 of them still young , super noisy .
but they gg back soon .
got to meet up with carmen and zx soon , LOL .
sian , i got nth to post .
i still need to watch alot of shows !!
shit la i got not enough time .

i also need train ddr !! HEHE . sigh .

can money pretty please drop from the sky ?

[edited/]
ok , i think i need to go to the zoo tmr .
need accompany relatives .
if not thn maybe gg train ddr with cousin , she never play before .
0.0!
LOL . next day maybe gg for camp .
not sure yet .
mon think coming back alr .
thn maybe gg shopping / arcade / gamble :)
talking bout gambling , i havent played mahjong
in a very very very long time !! super miss it , LOL .
cfm gonna play it this holiday :)
anw , i was just thinking whether i am regretting joining
ccac or not cause i just got too many things to do on my list .
sigh i srsly need more time ! :(
damn i still haven do hwk and buy books ! FML .
DIEDIEDIE .
i think i lost the shit of chinese paper :(

HI to my doomsday .

BYE .
[\]

ETP/Arcade = FUN :D

2009-11-27T22:23:00.003+08:00

today went to ETP with lixian , yuyi and xin zhi .
played quite little la actually but the admission fee got promo , $9 .
half price ley :) queued half way for wet and wild , thn rained .
we went to ehub to wait for the rain to stop .
decided to go back to cck as it was alr 4,5 +
thn xin zhi need reach home by 6+
so yuyi lixian and me went to arcade at ard 6.45
trained ddr ,played like more thn 10 times , also helped yuyi train :)
spent a bomb :( today i spent almost 30 bucks :(
yuyi pro lor , first time play can play 3 feet :)
i need train 7 red feet , LOL i dk wht level is tht la . Lan sia .
i want go malaysia train ley ~ LMAO .
anw bought yumi yogurt with lixian thn BBT .
home at ard 9.30 , watch last ep of daddy at home , so lame la :P

- off to malaysia tmr , will be MIA if not using comp thr .
ciaos :)

ETP :)

2009-11-27T11:25:00.002+08:00

testerday had training , jiaolian keep on scaring me :(
still say i dan xiao , wth ?:( after training went kfc with yuyi .
trained to ZSS for their open hse . we like so extra haha .
i buy alot of things from lixian cca booth ley ! must thank me :)
we decided to go to etp today !! we like so last min decide ley so pro , thanks to me also :)
yay ! heehz . i need to leave hse soon to meet xin zhi, lixian and yuyi !!
BYEBYE :)

camp !!

2009-11-25T21:04:00.004+08:00

i go back from the SL camp today :D
It was fun yet tiring but alot of people got injured in the telematch .
i was warned and rolled bery super carefully , and i was safe :)
anw , for ccac , i got into the same group as jethro and xibeng .
both guys :( got into the same bunk as celine and nicolette .
will just briefly describe the camp .
first day :
Did icebreakers had games , movie , night walk , super thn lights out @ 11.30 pm
day two :
woke up @ 6.15 , had amazing race around yew tee area but i dk why we went all the
way to cck park , ok nvm . after tht had workshop , abt those leadership things
and next year sec1 orentation . Had gala night at around 8+ . fun + funny .
xibeng forgot alot of his lines !! so scary ! and PCK was really funny la ,
expecially whn we were doing all the rehearsals :D
thn had supper and lights out @ 12 .
day 3 :
woke up @ 5.50 .
had telematch thn area cleaning . our group area cleaning very fun !! HAHAAHAH .
after tht had prize presentation , and my group came in the.... FIRST ! :) LOL .
WOLVERINE ~
I TOOK SOME UNKNOWN PERSONS ENVOLOPE !!
and i know who took mine !! LOL la . xibeng took mine .
everyone got to go send the letters to the person on 20 dec .
i wonder whts the purpose , maybe to test our responsibilities ?
And the food sucks =.=

tmr got training , i wanna play poker , HAHAHAH . :D
so random , but it's not :D

- next sat gg to malaysia thn once come back got to chiong off for another camp !
thn chiong training !!!!

AHHH SUCKS TTM LA , MY LEG HURTS ! :( POOR THING :'(

ENDEAR !

busy month !

2009-11-19T22:56:00.002+08:00

had ddr session with lixian ytd from 3-5 ?
played ard 6-8 times i think .
today had training thn walked home with 4 of them :)
yuyi,jasmine and me brought cup noodles . eat as we walk .
alvin went off thn the rest of us went to limbang , slacked till 7 +
enjoyed myself so much @ the playground , even though its just an ordinary one .
screamed alot la !! hope tmr wont sorethroat .
srsly love and enjoyed today ttm :)
tmr gg to meet my p1 and pass her her gifts (bday present )
will be meeting at kalang (ff-ing far! )
thn lunch , ice-skating ( she treat !!)
lastly movie ! we've got it all planned out :P
just realised tht im again posting while watching ANTM :D
anw , just thinking if i should go do my nails this sat or after my trip , hmm ?

+ so sorry to gf! :( could'nt acc you tmr :( double treat for you kkay :)
++i think my post quite wordy !! shall do a pic spam soon okay :)
wordy posts surely ain't nice to read .

2009-11-17T12:21:00.003+08:00

ahh ! my rebonded hair !!
i shall not do before and after thingy, LOL .

Hello ! im slickly happy !
yep tht means happy although im sick .
normally sick ppl wont feel happy but i am !
haha , got my hair rebonded ,
got my ipod touch , now time to change phone !!
im not being selfish or whatever la , but i think alot of ppl
got the same phone as me and i really hate it .
its like wtf ? i see ppl on streets using my phone ,
even my tuition teacher uses it , i dont like la . i dk why but i will feel ps to use my phone .
i know very lame .
im not saying my phone very nice or good to use or whtsoever ,
in fact i dont really like it , but its still usable :)
ok so now im currently searching for a phone to use .
i wanna get a blackberry , but damn ex :(
so i think impossible :'( any recommendation ??
anw , ytd watched xia yi zhan, xingfu and i cried like at the 4-5 epi .
epi 6 was really touching ! i even cried whn my mother was with me !

sigh .
i cant do tedious excercise ley i think :x
as in like whn im sick . ok like duh .
not gg for cca ltr .
ltr i faint :x (like last time , scary la !! ): )
hehez :)
OMG one month of holiday is gonna be over . yeah i know still got 2 weeks
but it'll just past like the blowing wind .
anw , i think this holiday is gonna be really meaningful and memorable cause
cousins maybe coming from malaysia !! and theres lots of activities gg on for me .
it'll also be the last time i'll be participating in gb annual camp , i have gone for the camps
for the past 4 years ! time really flies ! each camps i go really teach me alot of things .
as for ccac camp , i relly hope tht the seniors would'nt be so cruel to us :s LOL .

MIA - brb in 2 days ! :)

2009-11-15T00:29:00.003+08:00

will be MIA-ing for these 2 days ,

quite busy recently .

today morning went sv do pouches for gb camp :)

end at ard 3 plus went lot , realise forgot to take sth .

so went back to sv ,went find the stupid uncle, kbkp .

went home , 5 went cc do sth . father came and fetch .

went TPY got my christmas gift from uncle , ipod touch :)

he bought 5 . actually can engrave name lor ! nice but cause his

card sth wrong so cant :( nvm got gift good alr :)

tmr gg for lessons , thn off to TPY for rebonding :)

so excited , hope i won't regret *cross fingers* ^^

BYEBYE ,

imiss everyone :)

treasure the ones around you and not wish for those who does'nt care bout you to come back .

living a meaningful life :)

2009-11-12T22:59:00.004+08:00

today morning went for ccac meeting .
after tht had training , thn went mc cafe .
so happy la , today 'earned' $ LOL .
after tht bus-ed to teck whye with yuyi .
met with lixian , thn headed to cc .
saw desmond and wayne , thn lixian don't believe me :(
LOL . finally , tmr no need go schl !!! i can have my sleep :)
YAY ^^ hah bye i go watch ANTM .
know whts tht ?? its America's Next Top Model la , you idiot . HAHA no la JK :)

i want go ice-skating ! ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAFIZAH !!

if only i could start all over agn .

2009-11-09T22:29:00.002+08:00

today had malay oral .
thn microsoft thingy .
both waste time .
went to amk hub with zx & se .
took neoprint thn went to watch sister's keeper .
it was so touching can !!
obviously i cried , hehez .
walked around thn went home .
after tht went to carmen hse see kimmy ,
cause dk whn other dates we both free .
Kimmy so cute laa !! Laughs !
home ard 6 +

think not gg for malay tmr .
waste my time , go thr also play poker .

ice-skating, camps , escape themeP coming up!! :)

^^

going to schl on holidays sucks ttm .

2009-11-07T21:21:00.004+08:00

helloz !
im back :)
sorry for not posting . have been really
sick and tired and just decided not to post .
well anw also no one call me update one lo , except one person .
LOL sad case . nvm .
proper updates now .
i'll start from thursday .
thurs :
went to meet zx pass her stuff .
off for cca , no PT !! hehe :)
wanted to take 2 rounds with cca girls
as we were playing poker on bus
but got to alight at cck interchange .
went lot thn vanessa gtg .
headed to roof garden .
played poker thr , and we bet .
damn fun :P Yuyi lost $$ , HAHA .
thn homed at ard 6.30 .

fri :
went to the arcade for almost the whole day .
ohh no i mean the whole afternoon , from 2+ to 5+
haha improved on my ddr skills but still very bad .
i pok alr , how ?? :(

sat , today :
early in the morning sister wake me up to find her phone , wth .
but i still sleep back , LOL
afternoon went lot buy things .
i bought 2 dresses :)
i like the black and white one , look so ... i dk how say , k nvm .
had pizza hut for dinner .
it was marvelous , fantastic , incredible and whtever fabulous words you can describe it la :)
now still so full , haha .

YAY , church tmr ^^

LALALALA I LOVE YOU :)

how was i to know , you never told me

2009-11-03T19:59:00.003+08:00

went schl for malay this morning . slack , played with emily etc . went kfc with mich and wanting . veron came, thn wallked ard with them . headed to bus stop to meet cca friends . had a long time deciding wht to eat . lunch was totally funny ! hehez . had training thn PT .
cca extended for 1 hr ! shit ass la .
PT did the crab running thing for like ample of times .
sucks like shit . got blisters alr la ! :( came back thn slept awhile , so tired can :( i dw go schl tmr but ltr emily will kill me :P ok la i go for her sake ^^ hehez. i hope im not the captain for T/T , hope jasmine be ley !! she pro pro :)

HAHAH . i rock . LOL nono i don't :)

im so gonna do my volunteer work soon :) im excited !! :P i srsly cant wait . just seeing those cute little faces , i can forget all my worries , sadness or whtsoever thing . yehh , some ppl just can get over it like really so quickly . but i cant ! i really cant . i almost cry y'know . i got to say im brave , i got to say im weak . i don't show ppl how sad i am , cause i don't wish to spread my unhappiness to others and caused them to feel sad for me or whtever . i only can keep things to myself . its really very difficult to thrust someone wholeheartedly right ? sigh , wht can i do ?? charissa , smile :) while you can :) :) thts the only thing i can say to myself .

i just realised im just like any ordinary ......
i won't take you for granted :)

i miss you . i just cant forget you .

2009-11-02T17:26:00.003+08:00

ignore the blur pic :x
helloz , yepp im posting agn ^^
just back from lot :D
met up with zx @ 1 +
went to WG&CC . LOL .
played daytona for 1 time only cause zx dont want :x
thn played one hitting game which made her go crazy,
thn played ddr like 4 times ? zx dance till damn funny !! but she only played 1 time .
time crisis was ttly addictive la !
love it ttm man ! we keep on adding $$ ! i pok alr :(
hehez . reach lot at ard 3.40 .
zx went back i was alone at bus stop and it was raining so heavily .
lixian came to my rescue ! LOL cause she gg meet xinyee so we walked
walked round and round lot while waiting . saw alot ppl -.-
after tht home ard 5.30 .

sian tmr need go schl !! :( sadsadsadsadsad+sian ttm .
still got T/T !! fuck sia :(
cfm tired one , i hate PT ! want me die la .
wonder next year how we gg set good role models to or juniors .
this year the sec 2 so hiong lo ! like siao :x
we next year really die la :(
the PT cfm more tiring lo . sigh .
if only i was'nt in T/T !!
nvm since im in alr i've got to try and work harder .
but i think next year our batch the boys cfm cmi one .
all so bhb and xialan lo !
LOL ok enough of cca =.=

hahas i got alot of dates alr booked .
LOL wanting want go arcade with me ley , LOL .
i need to watch movies and go ETP .
who want go ?? must jio me ah !! :)

HAHA COLOUR COMB sucks again :x
whtever :)

(fuck ! i miss my baby ! )

HOLIDAYS :D

2009-11-02T10:13:00.002+08:00

ytd was a very tiring day . first went to church , thn back home . rest awhile thn headed to TP central for dinner . dad fetched me and sister to plaza sing' / saw Alvin Ng thr . walked ard , thn went to buy chirppy of dk whts it called , anw its the british take away tht thing . went to fetch my mother thn home at 11 +

today did not went schl as i was sick . but whn my mother ask me to stay at home , my illness was gone . but it was alr too late to go schl :) ate medicine thn slack . hope i can go out ltr :x

anw most tags replied at own blog ^^

im addicted to it .

2009-10-31T11:05:00.004+08:00

if only i had more pictures with you .

HELLOZ PPL .
im finally not lazy to post .
ytd was the last day in schl .
got back report book , had a massive cleaning .
thn went to hall for prize presentation cum Hari raya performance .
after tht was dismiss and headed to canteen for pizza ,from Miss Tan :D
THANKS ^^
after tht went alot places , forgot whr alr .

today morning had sore eyes so did't went for ccac meeting .
Hehez . i need to get taller and fatter !! LOL

-sigh .

TIRED TIRED TIRED , LAZY :P

2009-10-29T20:02:00.003+08:00

I THINK I WILL POST LATER OR TMR CAUSE I HAVE BEEN VERY LAZY THESE FEW DAYS TO POST ^^
STAY TUNE , LOL :D

ps/ today training was torturous but better thn tuesday :(

TOWN !

2009-10-25T16:53:00.002+08:00

ytd and today was tiring man !
friday schl per normal ,
laughed alot ,
went pizza hut for lunch ,
thn slacked alot @ roof garden .
home around 5 .
left hse at 5.30 , trained to orchard .
bought one pathetic tee from g2000 .
almost bought a guess wallet .
went og , orchard central etc .
home around 10-11

today woke up like damn early .
went suntec with family .
thn headed to do some shopping .
bought a pair of shoe .
im buying a shoe bag soon , LOL .
i cant wait to get my $$ , go to malaysia with family
and shop . shuang ttm lo ! HAHAS .
anw back home around 4 .
slack at home , i want play mahjong !!!
i told my mother i hand ichy cause i stopped
playing since PSLE . like almost 1 year never play .
thn she say i cham alr . LOL HAHAS .
i srsly miss playing . next time my grandparents come
i cfm play with them , cfm plus chop chop .
sian sister want use comp .

tags replied !! ^^

2009-10-22T21:28:00.002+08:00

ok , im so going to reply tags now :)

michelle : hahas , at least better thn me :)
songen : hellos! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
lixian :no la !! thanks for tagging .
Timmy : ohh ! hello !
wanting : thanks :)
yuyi : LOL !! hello ah yi !
jeremy : thanks , god bless you .
zhixuan : you thn caterpillar !!! :P
hweeshan:HAHAS ! YEH , finally exams are over !
veronica : relinked ! thanks :)
minyi: THANKS !

i really dk whts wrong .

2009-10-22T20:57:00.002+08:00

i was thinking ...
you know , everyday i'll have this fear inside me .
i dk wht im afraid of , but i'll just feel lost sometimes .
i think i failed in studies , in friendship ,
love ? haven't yet but who knows ?
i really hated the feeling . i look ok on the outside
but really bleeding inside , maybe i may just die of too much bleeding .
i can't cry can i ? got use ? no use so i can't afford to lose anymore
energy or strength . i've cried enough .
charissa , enough of these nonsense .
life has to go on , you got to live till you old , get married .
i can't give up now . the worse is yet to come ,
this is only the beginning .
you got to stay strong , dont fall for setbacks .
stand whn you fall , smile whn you needed one .
confident , faith , thrust .
be confident , have faith and don't lose thrust .
you can do it !

i had enough , im going to show you wht im capable of ,
and not let you down .
have thrust in me and i'll have faith in you .

-god knows i love you .

i do give a damn , do you ?

2009-10-22T17:11:00.006+08:00

OK , i have not been blogging for quite a long time . well lets start on mon . Lixian came to my hse . did some stuffs . LOL thn played a little . went to cc and get some info . after which we went for bballing @ 214 . long time no play ball ley . sigh / went lot with neighbour to get her disc . in the end never buy . home @ 7.45 .
tues: headed to town with zx @ 11 . the bus sucks ttm . i was feeling so groggy and felt like vomitting . it was so bumpy and slow ==' anw bought foods bag and stuff . bussed back and went lot awhile , thn went back home .

wed: got back most of my results . sigh , i think i dont have any A's! fuck . i did studied ok , but i did't failed any :) chinese results were shockiing . i thought i would fail . i almost cried before looking at my results la! headed to lot after schl . brought present for bday girl on thurs . hand-made ok ! mostly made by me :) guess zx art sucks ! HAHAS :P thn whn waiting for bus with zx neighbour called . she said she found a cat outside her hse . so i went home , thn the cat gone alr . went looking for it , in the end i brought a small ball for it but it did not wanna come out . so we went to see mumu with the ball . he damn excited !! LOL we bring him go walk walk , ahd he shitted twice ! LOL ok anw had lots of fun but it was really tiring :X
today :
firstly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEO SONG EN !
:) thirteen alr ! :P did't manage to give her her present today cause not ready :( giving her tmr ! :) received back maths, chem and physic paper . not really disappointed , but expected more . like who does'nt . well anw headed to lot after schl . almost went to watch movie , like srsly decided wht movie all those alr , but thn decided for plan B . LOL . was really nice :)

ps/ i had to pay for sister bubble tea cause i drank it all ! damn! pss / I hate my hair !! fuck .

and my post colour sucks , but who cares!

i'll just put my pics down thr .
took me a longgggg time uploading ok !

me and zx with the things we bought , not all cause i lazy upload :X first took whn my hair was cut , short ! :(

can you spot any difference ? i had fake lashes on ! LOL .

but you keep surfacing , each time i tried to forget you .

2009-10-17T21:05:00.004+08:00

cute ain't !? :)

today went out after lunch .
met carmen , thn headed to club for arcade ./
had ddr session , daytona
and one new machine with lots of games one
dk call wht . LOL wanted to play lan games ,
but waste time and $$ so nvm .
thn whn we playing ddr got one girl see us play thn
go say ," woah so easy ! = ='
thn ltr we play finish we see her play ,
she dont even know how to play la .
so me and carmen kind souls ,
teach her . LOl , went playground for awhile ,
thn to lot , met bernard and alvis on the way ,
bernard gave me $2 for bubble tea, so good lor :)
went to meet father , brought drinks thn went to
meet lixian , bought some THINGS .
hehe , i think it looks really nice on me :P LMAO .
thn back home ard 6 .
bored again , sigh .
i tried to watch dramas , but i think i need those
touching/romance/comedy ?
like i need to be really interested .
i dont really like those movies right , the
beginning damn boring those kind /
LOL . i want watch eight below !!! damn !@#$%^& miss tht movie :(
sigh , saying bout this, i rmb him .

charissa !!! stop thinking abt him kays ! no matter how much you miss him , he will never be back ok , get him out of your mind .

How can you ask me to do tht ?!
i'll never do it, you know it .

I MISS THIS little boy up thr .
-you know , ppl say , "cheer up , its okay , dont broad over it " etc ..
but isit really so easy to cheer up ? so easy to forget ? so easy to get over it ?
its not okay , its really not . i really feel like hiding , hide in some whr, whr no one
can see me ,and cry my lungs out .
i want to take down tht mask ,but i think i really would break down this time .
i tried before , not once , not twice but many times . and each time whenever i failed ,
i would need to go through the consequences , of my actions for trying to give up .
those really hurts . i dont wanna be living in a world of regrets , but why do
i feel so regretful now ? give me a chance to mend will you ?

- bye .

2009-10-16T20:38:00.004+08:00

finally exams are over :)

i think this is the first time i studied for exams .

like even for psle , i studied but not so chiong .

hope i can get good results! :x

chinese damn hard la , i fail also not surprise ,

but i scared fail till very bad .

sigh .

anw, ytd went amk hub .(mich,zx,veron)

ate at pepper lunch and shopped .

aftermath , went to arcade for a few rounds

of daytona , air hockey and ddr .

skills deproved lots .

went to do some art thingy which really sucks .

at first whn i do i did wrongly ,

thn the person go help me burn tht time

burn too long , thn ask me redo =='

headed to lot and had neoprints .

thn went back home .

today :

was totally alone at home for the whole morning,

which im damn scared of la .

used comp , thn lixian came to my hse .

she never come for a very effing long time .

slacked alot , she want buy sth from my blogshop ! :)

lol anws , camwhore and i teached her the guitar .

left for bubbletea at around 6 with her .

2009-10-14T12:51:00.003+08:00

today had science paper .
easier thn i expected .
but again, wht i studied never really came out .
but i got study one !
LOL , cherly came to my hse ytd .
she treat me some thing , LOL .
and she can be my teacher alr .
tmr lit , after tmr i'll feel so free! LOL
srsly i hope i dont fail chinese . :(

and lit, no one gives a damn =='
nth to study la

-off to town soon !
sales wait for me !

HIATUS

2009-10-09T16:38:00.002+08:00

ON A HIATUS TILL
EXAMS OVER :)

may/maynot continue blogging .

-Bye .

YEH I HATE IT .

2009-10-04T01:59:00.002+08:00

why must we live in such a --------- world ?
i dont wanna be like tht ,
but i scared we may lose things which we dont wanna lose .
i dk wht to do ,
but i just know we cant go on like this .

today nth much happen .
night time went out with lixian
thn went void deck play .
wanted go find bernard
thn saw police , thn me and lixian zao .
i go her hse stairs .
went 214 thr the playground awhile .
awhile later she fetch me back .
went to the candle place.
father came looking for me.
light up awhile
thn home ard 10.30 .

fucking comp
making me so irritated .

!@#$%^&* fuck ,

sucked life .

2009-09-29T17:24:00.003+08:00

helloz ,
had oral today .
damn , just praying tht i can pass .
hope i can pass my other subject well too .
lifes just so bored and yet
so challenging , tht im afraid of falling
down again . sucks .

i hope i can stay strong
and may you be protecting me .
i may not know you well but
please be thr for me whn i needed
you . i put faith and trust in you ,
hoping tht you wont dissapoint me .
anw , whtever happens , i would know
wht kind of person you you really are ,
at the end of everything .

amen .

i hope we wont ____
i just wanted a good one ,
no need best .

continue rantings in private blog .

happy on the surface , bleeding deep inside .

2009-09-26T21:05:00.008+08:00

im bored now ,
and i was thinking , if only you
did not leave me , i would be
playing with you , feeding you
like you never eat in 1oo days,
teaching you tricks ,
tempting you foods to see you being happy .
i would flood the whole place with my tears
to get you back, pay as much as i can ,
although i know nth will happen or change ,
i only can continue dreaming ,
crying ot make me feel better .
yeh , i think this is the first time i shed so
much tears for someone ,for sth .
i love you , and i will never get you out
of my heart , cause the scar you left on
me, on my heart is just too big
and it can never be mend or sewn ,
for i too love you .

its just the beginning of life and
you thought me how to be strong ,
because you taught me how to
stand whn i fall , cheer me up whn im down,
you are more thn a friend ,
more thn a family member .
the tissues on my table is my proof .
no matter whr you are , thr will always
be a place for you in my heart .
i just cant stop crying now , i need
to get over you , but i dont want to forget
the memories we spent tgt .
everyday for almost 4 years .
you made me into a completely different person ,
someone who will be careful whn falling in love
again , because i dw to fall so deep into
a hole and to not crawl out, by myself .
i know tht you are still here with me mentally
although you are gone physically .
i really missed and still can imagine ,
you being here with me .
everytime i looked at your sleeping place ,
i could see you , everytime i looked at the
door , i could see you wagging your tail ,
waiting for me to return home from sch .
without you , life has 1 less meaning to carry on .
without you i feel so lonely whn im bored ,
without you i feel even sad whn im down ,
without you i would break down whn i fall .
i missed your morning barks , waiting for
me to pat you whn you are awake ,
i missed bringing you for walks ,
i missed bathing you ,
i missed pampering you ,
i missed your cute -nest ,
i missed how you used your pathetic face
to make me forgive you with every mistake you made .
i missed how you would come to me
whenever you are afraid .
i missed every part of you .
i wonder whr are you now ,
they have given me your tag ,
so i guess you have reached your life's
last place , you spent your whole lifetime
with me , although i did not give you
wht you wanted at times ,
i suppose you had wonderful memories
of me and your gardians , who is now
not in singapore and many more :)
take care okay , i forgive you for all
your mistakes and the blood we
have shed for you , but i'll never
forget you , even if im forced to do so .
i know you can see me crying now .
because i loved you too much
and because you made me never to take
you out of my memories .

my only request ;
dont forget me your sister, gardian and mother .
ILY .

in memorial of you .

bye .

2009-09-24T19:30:00.003+08:00

ytd had swimming ,
lad leg cramp again .
today went amk ,
thn lot , laughed like siao with gf :)
went MOF, had dessert , nice ley !
went pop , like played .
the grammar book was the funniest :P
saw ppl , went to buy bread ,LOL .
thn went bus stop wait for bus , home .
AND ,i got a F1 , 2009 bay grandstand pass ^^
but im not gg , father is :O ~ !
i want to go F1 Rocks !!!
i shall show you the pass :)
LOL , not clear though . ._.
ON A HIATUS !

MIA !

HAHAS , and heres a pic of me :) dont rmb me too much ^^

can we keep this way ?

2009-09-20T02:15:00.000+08:00

yupp , im awake now , at 2.15am .
i've been sleeping early these few days
and waking up quite late too .
im not tired at all now , im
not sleeping yet , and i dk how
am i to wake up at 8 for church .

life got to go on no matter wht .

and i hope i can use the htc ! :)

YES , i do txf . :}

MUGMUGMUG !

2009-09-20T02:14:00.006+08:00

well since im not asleep , i feel like posting pics :)
if you think thrs too many or my zilian pics
you can scram anytime :)
i dont force you see :P
im warning you now ah .

ok here it goes !

ITS The HTC :)

actually i think tht i looked as if i perm my hair
in these two pics(compared to the above one ) but , i did't .

are you still thr ? LOL , if yes , thn thanks , :P
actually not tht much pics right :)
im done :) lol, i'll try to sleep now ,
maybe on a hiatus soon . EOY !

- i srsly need to mug . supid addiction .

i've got nth much to say .

2009-09-19T22:47:00.008+08:00

ILY (L) ^^
today did nth much :(
slacked almost the whole day :(
went out for dinner @ night and
bought stuffs ^^ dad was kind
enough to buy bubble tea for me :)
mom bought a new fan @ courts :o
like finally luh ._.
now watching channel newsasia .
and i suddenly really wished there was
world peace .
everytime i watch news , i will hear
....--- numbers of ppl died , -- hurt ,
bombing and such . why ?
HAi , haven WW1 and WW2 taught us enough ?
must history really repeat ? i hope not .

i bought a flip-flop :)

and ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNARD MYM KORH ! ^^
and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICE ! ^^

Don't do this to me , please .

2009-09-16T22:20:00.003+08:00

today reached sch in time .
lessons, thn english forgot to bring storybk .
me,veron,wanting,yuting,songen,minyi,
yanyi,wayne,zonglin,qijia,james,bryan.
thn still got but forgot who alr , punished ,
stand at the back of the class .
the rest went to library , thn we need write life story .
laughed a little though , cause got joke , like lame :)
thn i wrote bout my life story till i almost cry .
wayne also read thn he say so touching ,LMAO .
walao i almost cried ley cant believe it .
thn after tht had history thn swimming .
swimming was super tiring as we did not rest
and learnt 2 new ways to swim . keep swimming lap
and up down up down .
whn gg to end tht time my leg pain , told the cher thn
he still say cause i swim wrongly .
i swim correctly alr thn still pain . anw , after tht
went zx hse , ate instant noodles , thn did random stuff .
was super hungry . afftermath went home .
father fetched me ard 6.50 .
watched tv the whole while .
HAHS! so happy , tmr no cca cause got malay camp :) !

- wah sai man stupid ulcer cannot go off ,
how ah , i scared ley :( :( :( :( :(
pathetic me !
worse ulcer in my entire life . i swear , although i
hate to swear . ok anws ,
bye :)

Stupid ulcer .

2009-09-15T19:22:00.003+08:00

ulcer , please , i order you to go away , amen .
tired after cca .
hwk not done :(
revision not srted :(
and grades are not really improving :(
____________________________

and , my father got a htc for my mum
cause she wanted to surf the net !
thn me ley ??!! :'(
not fair eh ? heheh :P
____________________________

last but not least !
HAPPY 2 years 6 months anniversary to
the person whom i know for not a very
long time but has always been here for
me whn ever i needed her .
Although we are in different sch now ,
we still cherish each other more thn we used to .
i hope for everlasting friendship with her !
Lilixian ,
thanks for being thr all the time ;
thanks for listening to me whnever i need a listening ear ,
thanks for accompanying me whnever im lonely ,
thanks for comforting me whnever im feeling down ,
and, thanks for telling me wht to do whn im confused ....
thanks for everything . :)

-and i really wished/hope i could find another friend,
another true; trustworthy , never to leave me alone
friend .
who trust me like im her boyfriend , care for me like
her sister , shared wht ever she has with me .
i wished it was you , do you ?

just say the three words to me .

2009-09-14T22:52:00.001+08:00

today was ok , except i forgot to bring book
on the first day of sch :( stand awhile for sci:(
stupid .
tmr got cca , tired :(

bye , and my hair really sucks .

- can you do it ?

2009-09-13T21:41:00.003+08:00

ohh sian , schools in tmr and im still

thinking of gg to the arcade :(

just finished hwk.

short post, update real soon (: